Thursday, March 26, 2020

Into the Abyss (The Nightslayer Trilogy, Part 2) - Chapter Seven


The dragon had begun to play with them, deliberately slowing its pursuit so that, as long as they kept running, Zoe and Aylander remained just ahead of it. No doubt the dragon knew that the two of them couldn't keep up this pace forever, that soon, exhaustion would overtake them and force them to slow. And, once they did slow, Zoe was certain the beast would continue to torment them, finding some other way to keep them entertaining before, at last, deciding to feed on their souls. That moment, when the dragon finally decided to dine, would be agonizing in a way that Zoe understood she had no way of preparing for – based on what she knew, a person in the clutches of a Creature of the Abyss remained alive right up until the moment the last portion of their soul was taken from them – but she thought it would also be mercifully liberating. The Gods Above only knew what the dragon would do to her – and to Aylander – beforehand.
Look at me, Sorceress, the voice of the dragon – an oily, insidious thing that was equal parts attractive and repulsive – whispered inside Zoe’s head, just as it had so many times since the chase had begun. Look!
Zoe had to physically struggle to keep herself from looking at the dragon. If she stopped and turned to look, the chase would be over, as the beauty of what she would see would dazzle her so much that any further thoughts of continuing to flee would be driven from her mind. Such a thing had almost happened when Zoe had gotten her first look at the dragon – which, in this place, wasn’t a creature of darkness, but, instead, glowed and pulsed with a kaleidoscope of alternating, hypnotic colors – and it had taken Aylander grasping her hand and pulling her along behind him to tear her attention away from it. The dragon’s beauty didn’t mean it was less dangerous – it just meant that it had one extra tool to aid it in capturing its prey.
Zoe glanced over at Aylander as she ran. Though the look of fear on Aylander’s face was unmistakable, Zoe couldn’t help but think that he didn’t seem as affected by the dragon as she was. Somehow, Zoe knew that Aylander wasn’t hearing the dragon’s voice in his head, and his being able to pull her away from the dragon while she stood, transfixed, by its colors told her all she needed to know about his apparent immunity to that particular display. Was it because Aylander was Eltaran? Possibly, but Zoe had a darker suspicion – two darker suspicions, in fact. Both had to do with Aylander’s soul, which had, at one time, been Twisted, meaning that it had been tainted by the touch of the Abyss. Despite what Thaddeus’s sword had done, a portion of that taint might still remain, which might also explain why Aylander was so tempted by the expanded powers the Abyss seemed to have granted him. Could he use those extended powers to save us from the dragon? Zoe wondered, which was followed by an even more disturbing thought. Could he use them to take control of it?
“ENOUGH!” Aylander suddenly bellowed.
Aylander stopped and whirled around. The black sword he had conjured, before, was back in his hand, and he brandished it at the dragon. Zoe – who had stopped and turned, as well, the force of Aylander’s voice acting on her almost like a spell – watched as, from above, red lightning struck down from the gray sky. The lightning hit Aylander’s sword and it seemed to catch fire, burning with a heatless flame that, the instant she saw it, caused Zoe to heave up the contents of her stomach. The wrongness of that flame went beyond the wrongness of anything else in this place, and Zoe knew that, if she stayed in its presence for too long, the fate it would bring to her would be far worse than death – or than having her soul devoured by a dragon. She could no longer run, however. She could no longer move, at all.
The dragon stopped in midair, its wings flapping a couple of times in what Zoe thought might have been confusion, or surprise. Then it turned and started flying back the way it had come, its colors no longer flashing – it was a dark thing, now, appearing as it would have back in Eltara, and, somehow, it no longer seemed as large as it had. Zoe realized that she could feel the dragon’s fear – no, its terror – and she also understood that, even flying as fast as it was, it had no chance of escaping what as about to come. Nothing – not the dragon, not her, not even Thaddeus, if he still happened to live – could escape what was about to come.
With another bellow – this one wordless – Aylander leaped into the sky and shot after the dragon, his flaming sword opening a dark, jagged crack in the sky as he flew. Thunder rumbled and cracked in his wake, and, before long, he was surrounded by a nimbus of red lightning. Zoe could do nothing but watch, and watch she did as Aylander reached the dragon, climbed onto its back, and hacked its head off at the shoulders with his sword. A horrendous scream split the air, followed by a tremendous clap of thunder and a furious torrent of wind. Zoe couldn’t see everything – she was too busy shielding her eyes from the worst of the wind – but it seemed that, as it died, the dragon shriveled into a tiny, black ball and was then carried up into the crack Aylander had cut in the sky with his sword. And then the silence returned, just as absolute as it had been before, with nothing left behind to mark the awesome, terrifying thing that had just happened.
“Nothing shall ever threaten us, again, Sorceress.”
Finding that she could once again move, Zoe turned and looked at Aylander. The flaming sword was gone, but other changes had been wrought to him that were just as wrong, just as sickening and mind-twisting. Aylander’s clothes weren’t the same – he was now clad from head to toe in black, with a cape of the same color draped across his shoulders, a cape that fluttered slightly in the nonexistent breeze – and his eyes had become red-flecked chunks of obsidian. His voice wasn’t the same, either – it was deeper and raspier, now, full of a cool malevolence that, Zoe knew, could turn red hot at any time. He’s more than Twisted, now, Zoe thought, and found that, instead of feeling afraid of what Aylander had become, she felt sad for him.
“Why did you do it?” Zoe asked.
“To save us.” Aylander looked at her unblinkingly. “To save you.”
“There may not be any reversing this, Aylander,” Zoe said. “Not this time.”
“Reverse it? Why would I want to reverse it? Can’t you see how powerful I’ve become? I might even be more powerful than Thaddeus, now.” Aylander paused. “Does that trouble you, Lady Zoe?”
“Yes. It isn’t right, Aylander.”
“Only by your definition. I saved us, Zoe, and that, my dear, was a very right thing to do.”
“Maybe so,” Zoe said. “But at what cost?”
“Cost?” Aylander scoffed. “Gods have no need of worrying about things like cost.”
So, Aylander now thought of himself as a god. Zoe knew that meant she should leave, that she should strike out and try to find Thaddeus on her own. When she thought about doing it, though, a sudden, sharp pain stabbed through her head, and she found her legs wouldn’t move. Zoe tried forcing them to move – she even started to call on her magic – but this only made the pain come back, worse than before, causing her to cry out and fall to her knees. Aylander had put some kind of spell on her, it seemed – a spell Zoe couldn’t detect, and therefore, couldn’t break. She looked up at him. “What have you done to me?”
“You are bound to me, now, Sorceress,” Aylander said. “You are mine. Do anything to resist that, and there will be pain. Continue to resist, and the pain will kill. You needn’t fear, however. I promise to be a benevolent master, and, perhaps, given time, you will come to feel for me as you do for Thaddeus.”
“Thaddeus will kill you for this, Aylander,” Zoe said.
Aylander smiled. “He already kill me once, my Lady. He should have had the sense to leave me dead. Now, come. We have much to do, here, before we leave.”
Zoe stood – not because she wanted to, but because she had no other choice – and followed along behind Aylander as they once again set out across the gray flatness of the Abyss. I wonder what else he intends to do? Zoe thought. Then, more urgently than before, Please, Thaddeus! Please be alive, my love! Please!

Monday, January 27, 2020

Into the Abyss (The Nightslayer Trilogy, Part 2) - Chapter Six


Thaddeus found himself in the ruins of a city. Based on what he could see, the city had once been magnificent, with many buildings that, when new, would have rivaled, and, perhaps, even surpassed, the Royal Palace of Voranar. Now, though, most of those buildings had been reduced to crumbling shadows of their former glory, with gaping, empty maws where doors and windows should have been. No wind whistled through the ruined city's streets – the silence, in fact, was so absolute that Thaddeus found he could hear the sound of his own heart beating in his chest – and there were no discernible scents of any kind in the air.
Looking up, Thaddeus saw nothing but gray, and somehow understood that, once he left the ruined city, that gray would be all he saw, stretching away from him endlessly in every direction. Gray nothingness was the natural state of the Abyss – which, it seemed, wasn't really an abyss, at all, and not just because it contained the ruins of a city – and, unless Thaddeus wanted to stay where he was, he would have to come to terms with that. Of course, Thaddeus couldn't stay where he was – he had to find Zoe and Aylander, provided they were still alive – so coming to terms with the grayness of Abyss was something there was no question about doing. But what about the feeling of wrongness he now sensed, radiating off of everything – including the empty grayness above – like some rank miasma? Because of where he was, that feeling would never get any better, and Thaddeus knew that prolonged exposure to it could have a serious impact on his sanity, and on many other things besides. There's power in that feeling. A very attractive kind of power.
“Hello, Thaddeus.”
Startled, Thaddeus turned in the direction the voice had come from, raising his hand to draw his sword. When he saw who had spoken, however – a man of about his own age, with a head of sandy, receding hair, and dressed in traveler's clothes that immediately reminded him of what Zoe had left the abby wearing – Thaddeus brought his hand back down to his side and relaxed. This man was obviously one of the Catharzen monks, and, though there was no good reason for him to be here, he posed no threat. In fact, didn't he even seem a little familiar, somehow? And then the man smiled.
The last time Thaddeus had seen that smile, it had been on a face so wizened with age that most of its distinguishing features had been lost. To see it, now, on a face that had either been spared the ravages of time, or had yet to face them, struck Thaddeus like a physical blow. Could the man who stood before him now actually be the Abbot? Thaddeus didn't see how any other explanation was possible. “Father Alvarem?” he asked.
The man's smile broadened, and he chuckled. “Yes, Thaddeus,” he said, “though that title doesn't fit me, any longer. Here, you may simply call me Horace.”
Horace. Thaddeus wasn't sure he'd ever be able to address the man who stood before him so informally. For sixteen years, he'd called him nothing but Father Alvarem, and addressing him in any other way just didn't seem appropriate. However, dealing with the proper way to address Horace Alvarem was, right now, hardly the most pressing thing on Thaddeus's mind. “Zoe said you were dead,” he said. “How is it you come to be here?”
“Oh, I am dead, Thaddeus. Zoe wouldn't have gained the powers she did if I weren't. However, when I died, my spirit didn't pass on in the same manner as others normally do. I can't explain how, or why, but I no longer seem to be tied to a single plane of existence. And that's not all. I've gained abilities, Thaddeus. Abilities I never had while I was alive. I can see things no one – not even someone with the gift of prescience, of which there has only ever been a very few – can see. Whole realms have been opened to me I never even knew existed. And, though I no longer have physical form, I can manipulate things, Thaddeus. Change them into something new, or unmake them entirely.” He paused. “I don't know what to make of any of it, but I can say discovering these things has been a truly exhilarating experience. And also a bit of a frightening one, as well.”
Thaddeus reached out with his magic – the power of which, he found, seemed to have been amplified by the nature of the Abyss – and wasn't as surprised as he felt he should have been about what it told him about Horace Alvarem. He'd become what the Eltarans called a Sprite – the magically charged spirit essences of their deceased ancestors. How he'd become such a creature – something that shouldn't have been possible for pure-blood human – was a question not even Thaddeus's magic could answer, though Thaddeus suspected it had something to do with his having been the Abbot, and with his passing having been mediated by the Touch of a cleric.
“What does your magic tell you about me, Thaddeus? Does it reveal to you what I've become?”
“I think so,” Thaddeus said. “The Eltarans would have called you a Sprite.”
“A Sprite? But I have no Eltaran blood!”
“I know. I think Zoe Touching you when you died may have had something to do with it.” Thaddeus paused. “You're aware of what she's become?”
“You mean the first Sorceress since Mother Catharzen?” Horace smiled. “Yes. I always knew she was destined for greatness. I'm glad that greatness has extended beyond being my successor.”
“You say you can see things, Father? Can you tell me if Zoe and Aylander are still alive?”
Horace's eyes unfocused for a moment. “They are,” he said at last. He looked at Thaddeus. “But I'm afraid all is not well with them. Aylander is in danger of succumbing to the temptations of this place. And something is hunting them.”
“What?” Thaddeus asked.
“Only one of the foulest, and most powerful, of the creatures that call this place their home.”
“A dragon?”
“Yes.”
“How far away are they?”
“I'm sorry, Thaddeus, but distance has no meaning, here. Not even for a being like me. All I can say is that they aren't far away, but they also aren't very near.”
Reaching out with his magic, Thaddeus tried to see if he could detect them. He sensed nothing, however – nothing except a slight pulse from the Abyss, itself, like a sympathetic echo of his own power. That pulse confused him for a moment, and then he remembered – the use of magic was like a beacon for Creatures of the Abyss. By using his magic, Thaddeus had done more than simply announce his presence in this place – he'd marked himself, which meant that any drake, wyvern, or dragon in the immediate vicinity would be drawn to him like a moth to a flame.
Thaddeus looked at Horace, and was surprised to see a sheepish expression on his face. “You forgot, too, didn't you?”
“No,” Horace said, the sheepish expression deepening. “At least, not about what using your magic would cause. I did forget, however, that, because you still have physical form, and because you don't have the same abilities that I now do, you are still vulnerable to the creatures that live here. Forgive me, Thaddeus.”
Thaddeus glowered, but, before he could say anything, a chorus of shrieks filled the air. It was a pack of drakes, and they were coming. Thaddeus ran.

Monday, December 30, 2019

Into the Abyss (The Nightslayer Trilogy, Part 2) - Chapter Five


Tymothe Vabarn, Baron of Blanchart, stood at the window of his chamber in the castle of Valewind and watched the men train in the courtyard. Not all of the men he saw were Telvan – some bore the almost ghostly pallor that marked the people of Orogrod, while others had the slanted eyes of Velestar, or the darker skin tones of lands further to the south – but they all seemed to be doing a remarkable job of working together, of putting aside any differences they may have once had and recognizing each other as people striving toward the same goal. Tymothe found the sight of such union disturbing – no duke, baron, or king in the last five hundred years had ever succeeded at inspiring such a thing, but now, after only a few short weeks, Garrold Hilstren, a man who wouldn't be in the position he was except through unhappy chance, had. His lands should be mine! Those troops should be mine!
Fifty years ago, Duke Paulus Vilar had, along with almost half the population of Telvany, succumbed to the plague known as the Red Death. At the time, there had been no one of direct lineage to take his place, and it had seemed that Telvany – which, even then, had been the largest and most prosperous duchy in the kingdom – would become a part of the Barony of Blanchart, with Tymothe's father as its new lord. But then the monks of Catharzen – who had always been almost as meddlesome as they were useful, but never enough to be considered a threat – had announced that House Vilar did have an heir. The heir – Garrold's father – hadn't been of direct lineage, which meant that, traditionally, he shouldn't have been allowed to become duke. The monks, however, made such an impassioned petition to the king that the king had acquiesced, naming Garrold's father Duke of Telvany and preventing Tymothe's father from nearly tripling the amount of land he held. The decision had sent Tymothe's father into such a fit of rage that his heart had given out, meaning that Tymothe had been named Baron of Blanchart the same day that Jasen Hilstren – a man whose friendship Tymothe still sometimes missed, despite everything that had eventually come between them – had been given his ducal coronet by the king.
If none of that had happened, however – if Jason Hilstren had never become Duke of Telvany, and Tymothe now held the lands that were Garrold's – would Tymothe be the one building an army, now? Would he be planning a war against the king – a king who, despite his oaths, he'd never really felt any sense of loyalty toward? Tymothe didn't know, and, because he didn't, the scene taking place outside his window became all the more galling. And wouldn't it gall him even more if he decided to swear fealty to Garrold – to the whelp who reminded Tymothe so much of how his father had been at that age that standing in the same room with him was almost more painful than he could bear? Standing there, looking out the window of a castle that, had things gone just a little differently, would have belonged to him, Tymothe found himself wishing he had died years ago, and that all these questions – all these problems – would have been those of his heir.
“That's quite a set of spells that have been placed on you, Baron. And cast by your mother, no less. She must have been a very impressive woman.”
Somehow, the voice didn't surprise Tymothe like he thought it should have. Had he been expecting it, then? It was possible – no one had ever been able to tell him all of the things the spells his mother had put on him before she died were meant to do. Turning away from the window, Tymothe looked at the person who had spoken – if a shadowy figure wreathed in a halo of flame warranted the title of person. Tymothe, despite understanding who – and what – it was that had joined him, found that he wasn't frightened. If anything, he felt resigned. It was almost like he'd been waiting for this meeting for a very long time, and that, now that it had come, he just wanted to get it over and done with.
“Has my time finally come, then?” Tymothe asked.
“That depends,” the Demon Lord said. “If you are wondering if the time has come for you to die, I'm sorry to disappoint you by saying that it hasn't. However, if you are wondering if the moment has come for you to finally seize the glory that has always been denied to you, I can say that, as long as you make the proper choice, it has.”
“The proper choice? And what would that be? All I want, my Lord, is to be free of the concerns of this life, and if you are not here to grant me that, then I ask you to be gone.”
“Do you, now? Baron, do you know how dangerous it is for you to ask that of me? To ask that of your king?”
So he wasn't speaking to just any of the Demon Lords – he was speaking to the Hidden King, himself. Of course, that didn't actually matter, as, when it came to the subject of a person's soul, all of the Demon Lords were said to be equally dangerous. Tymothe found he still didn't care, however – being a thrall to the Hidden King would still mean that the concerns of his mortal life would be behind him. “I understand what could happen, and what probably will,” he said. “It doesn't matter.”
“It should. You see, my Lord, if I decide to make a thrall of your soul, you will never know any rest. Your whole existence will become nothing but pain and suffering. Is that what you truly want, Tymothe? Is it?”
“Perhaps it's what I deserve.”
“And what of your people when you are gone? They will have no one to lead them. Your barony will be no more. When your mother placed those spells on you – particularly the one that has maintained your health and vitality – do you think that's what she wanted? For her son to simply give up, for him to abandon both himself and his people? She wanted glory for you, Tymothe. Glory that can still be yours, should you choose to join me.”
“Join you? As what?”
“It seems that, after a few recent events, my forces in this world need someone to lead them. I want that someone to be you, Tymothe.”
Tymothe frowned. “What of King Lyrian?”
The Hidden King snorted in derision. “Lyrian,” he said. “Why Atraxos ever thought he could be useful is beyond me. Devin Lyrian, Baron, is quite dead, and so are all his heirs. His throne, and all that comes with it, can be yours. And then, together, you and I can unlock everything your mother gave to you before she died.”
“What did she give to me?” Tymothe asked. “All I know is that she cursed me with an unnaturally long life and the inability to produce an heir.”
“Oh, Baron, she gave you more than you can imagine,” the Hidden King said. “Much, much more. Will you join me?”
An image suddenly flashed through Tymothe's mind, an image of him standing before the kneeling form of Garrold Hilstren and looking into his eyes in the moments before beheading him with his sword. Those eyes were the eyes of a broken, fearful man, and Tymothe found himself wanting very much to see them in the flesh. Perhaps, when the time came, he could even make Garrold beg for his life.
Tymothe dropped to one knee before the Hidden King and bowed his head. “My sword and my life are yours, Great One,” he said.
The Hidden King's laughter filled the room.

Thursday, December 5, 2019

Into the Abyss (The Nightslayer Trilogy, Part 2) - Chapter Four


The Baron was late. Sitting on his throne in Valewind's great hall, Garrold stared across the room at the doors that should have opened fifteen minutes earlier to permit the Baron's entry, unaware that, as he stared, the index finger of his right hand had begun to tap an impatient rhythm on the arm of the chair. Why was the Baron – who had arrived at Valewind the previous evening – forcing him to wait like this? After all, didn't the man have a reputation throughout the kingdom for an almost absurd dedication to punctuality? Did he intend for his lateness to be a show of defiance? If so, Garrold couldn't help but think how childish such a show would be, especially since, so far, Garrold had given the Barron nothing to be defiant about. I could have the men bring him here, Garrold thought. Despite giving Garrold a measure of satisfaction, doing that wouldn't help anything, however, and, right now, Garrold needed all the help he could get.
At last, the doors at the other end of the hall opened, a herald – one of the Baron's, as Garrold only ever used the monks as court heralds – announcing the Baron's presence as the short, round, bearded man stepped through them. Garrold – who had never met the Baron, before, and only knew him by what he had heard of him – disliked him on sight, as he carried himself with an air of such overblown pomposity that, to Garrold, he resembled nothing less than a strutting, preening peacock. If the Baron hadn't been so overweight – even to the point of growing short of breath as he approached the throne – he might have been able to pull off the act, but, right now, he wasn't fooling anyone. Which, Garrold found, made him feel a twinge of pity for the Baron, who obviously wanted so very much for everyone to see him as something he probably hadn't been in a very long time.
“Greetings, my Lord Baron,” Garrold said once the Baron had come to a stop at a somewhat less that respectable distance from the throne. “You honor us with your presence.”
The Baron gave a slight bow. “Thank you, Your Grace,” he said. “Though I must say, were it not for the disturbing reports I've heard coming from Telvany, I would not be here, at all.”
“Oh?” Garrold said. “And what reports would those be?”
“That you've done no less than take up arms against your king. That you've proclaimed yourself Magister of an empire that no longer exists. In short, Your Grace, I've heard things that would make any rational man think you've taken leave of your senses and gone mad.”
“I see. And is that, Baron, what you believe?”
The Baron didn't answer right away. “I don't know what I believe, yet,” he said at last. “But I can say that, from where I stand, I see things that make me uneasy. Not the least of which is the crown you're wearing. Not the coronet of a duke. A crown. Can you tell me the meaning of that, Your Grace? And of the troops I saw training outside?”
“Before I do,” Garrold said, “let me ask you a question of my own. When was the last time you heard from the king? Was it, perhaps, when he issued the decree against the Order of Catharzen?”
“It may have been.”
“I see. Did you follow that decree, my Lord?”
There was a rustling of feet against stone as a number of monks emerged from the shadows of the great hall. The Baron glanced nervously to each side, and sweat appeared on his brow. Garrold had to force himself to keep from smiling. “There's no need for alarm,” he said. “They're simply as eager to hear your answer as I am.”
“N-no, Your Grace,” the Baron said. He licked his lips. “Following the king's decree would have meant the loss of the realm's greatest loremasters and healers. Such an evil would be unconscionable.”
Garrold did smile, this time. “I'm pleased you and I were in agreement on that point. However, since you did not follow the king's decree, doesn't that make you as much of a traitor as you seem to think I am? The last I understood, failing to follow a king's decree was as much a capital offense as raising an army against him.”
“So you are raising an army!”
“Of course I am! And, yes, I've declared myself Magister of the Torvaran Empire. You see, my Lord Baron, King Lyrian's done something far worse than just go mad. He's allowed himself to be influenced, and perhaps even corrupted, by the Order of the Crimson Serpent, one of the most evil forces ever known. And I have to stop him.”
“You have to stop him?”
“Yes,” Garrold said. “But it would be better if I could have your forces on my side to help.”
The Baron's eyes narrowed. “But, if I pledge my forces to your cause, wouldn't that mean swearing fealty to you?”
“For the time being, yes, but, once everything is settled, we might be able to make other arrangements.”
“And what about the others who've sworn to you? Are you prepared to make other arrangements with them, as well? Once, as you say, everything is settled?”
Two other duchies – Orogrod and Velestar – had sworn fealty to Garrold over the course of the last two weeks. That wasn't supposed to have been made public, however, and Garrold wondered who the Baron's sources were. “Once King Lyrian and his benefactors have been defeated,” Garrold said, “I will consider anything up for consideration. Even freeing people from any oaths they may have made.”
“Difficult to hold power that way, son,” the Baron said.
“Perhaps, but maybe it isn't power than I'm after, either.”
“What else is there?”
“Peace. Prosperity. Perhaps, even, an end to suffering.”
“Noble ideals, Your Grace. But noble ideals hardly ever last for very long.”
“They lasted for more than two thousand years, once.”
“And even then crumbled to dust. Your Grace, I find that, as of now, I cannot yet give you an answer to your request. I must think on this discussion and confer with my people. Give me two days, and then we shall meet, again.” The Baron glanced around, again. “But, maybe, in a more private setting?”
Garrold nodded. “Very well, my Lord. In the meantime, the hospitality of Valewind is yours.”
“My thanks, Your Grace.” The Baron bowed – a little more deeply, this time – then turned and walked out of the great hall. Garrold noted with distaste that, as the Baron departed, he still carried himself in the same self-important manner as he had when he'd arrived.
“That went well,” Wilem said, stepping out of the shadows behind the throne.
Garrold snorted. “It could have gone better,” he said.
“True, but at least he's willing to think about it. Baron Tymothe of Blanchart isn't known for taking the time to think about things he isn't already at least partly ready to agree to.”
“I suppose.” Garrold looked at his brother. “Did Father ever have any dealings with him?”
“Yes. They used to be the greatest of friends, in fact.”
Garrold frowned. “Used to be? What happened?”
“The Baron loaned Father some money, once. It was right after Mother died, and, at the time, Father hadn't understood it was a loan. When Father made no effort to repay the Baron, Telvany and Blanchart very nearly went to war.”
“Did Father ever repay him?”
“Not to my knowledge.” Wilem looked at him. “Not that he ever really had a reason to. You see, I saw the letter he wrote Father when the money was given. It was never intended as a loan.”
“I knew he seemed like a petty little man,” Garrold said. He looked at the doors of the hall. “If only we didn't need him.”
“Yes,” Wilem said. “But we do. We need them all.”

Monday, November 25, 2019

Into the Abyss (The Nightslayer Trilogy, Part 2) - Chapter Three


Aylander watched as the black sword took shape in his hand. Even once it had fully solidified, inky tendrils continued to stream from it, swirling and curving away until being reabsorbed by the nothingness they had sprung from. Except they, and the sword they came from, hadn't sprung from nothingness, had they? No. What they'd sprung from had been the essence of the Abyss, itself, coaxed into their present, visible form by nothing more than Aylander's own will. There was nothing magical about what he'd done – he'd simply thought about what he had wanted, and it had appeared in his hand. A part of Aylander was disturbed by this – especially by about how easy it had been to do – but the rest of him found it exhilarating. He wondered what other powers the Abyss had bestowed on him, and also wondered if they would fade once he and Zoe had found their way out. My magic would never compare to this. Never!
“Where'd that sword come from?”
Startled, Aylander's concentration slipped and the sword vanished. He turned his head to look across the fire – conjured, just like the sword, from the essence of the Abyss by nothing but his will – at Zoe, whom Aylander hadn't expected to be awake for hours, yet. “What sword, my lady?” he asked.
Zoe frowned at him. “I swore I saw you holding a black sword in your hand, just now,” she said. “It had tendrils, like ink, coming off of it, and it felt wrong, somehow.”
Aylander smiled. “Doesn't everything in this place feel wrong, somehow? Isn't that why we're trying to find a way out?”
“It does,” Zoe said, “and it is. But that sword . . . I don't know, Aylander. It seemed worse than everything else, here. Couldn't you feel that? What would make you conjure something like that?”
Aylander didn't answer right away. What had made him conjure the sword? While it was true that he had been without a weapon since having his body restored to him, was that enough to make him conjure something that had felt so twisted, so evil? Only it hadn't felt twisted and evil to him while it had been in his hand, had it? In fact, hadn't it made him feel powerful? Powerful enough, even, to maybe take on Thaddeus? What am I thinking?
“Aylander?” Zoe said. “Are you all right?”
Aylander looked at her. “I'm not sure,” he said. “This place is seeming to have an effect on me. A terrifying, yet intoxicating effect.”
“You were a Twisted Sword Priest once, right? Like Novar?”
“I was.”
“And you saw what this place did to him?”
“Yes.”
“It's probably starting to have the same effect on you.”
Aylander looked away from her and into the fire. “You're probably right,” he said, dismayed that the cleansing – the scourging – Thaddeus's sword had given to his soul hadn't been able to entirely erase Atraxos's touch. Maybe it did erase it, though, he thought. Maybe my Eltaran heritage is enough for this place to have an effect on me. Maybe.
“Can you fight it, Aylander?” Zoe asked.
He looked back up at her. “All I can do is try, my lady.”
“Promise me you won't conjure the sword, again.”
I can't promise that, my lady. “I won't conjure it, again. You have my word.”
Zoe smiled. “Good. And enough with that bloody 'my lady' stuff, all right? I'm Zoe. Your sister-in-law.”
Aylander chuckled. “My sister-in-law, who also just happens to be a Sorceress, as well. But, very well. Zoe it is.”
“Don't you forget it, either.”
Aylander raised an eyebrow. “Now, that's highly unlikely, don't you think? If there's one thing in this life I'm liable to never forget, it's what your name is.” He grinned. “My lady.”
The flat look Zoe gave him lasted only for a moment before she was laughing. Aylander laughed with her and – for right then, at least – everything was all right. Aylander knew it wouldn't last, though. As long as they were here, in the Abyss, nothing could ever be all right for very long.

Some time later – trying to say exactly when was a meaningless exercise in this place – Aylander extinguished the fire and they set off, again, through the flat, gray nothingness that was the Abyss. Silence surrounded them on all sides – not even their footsteps made any sound as they touched the ground – and there was no breeze on which any smells could be carried. Because of the unvarying terrain over which Aylander and Zoe traveled, there was no way to tell how far they went, nor any sense of which direction it was they moved in. Neither of them spoke, which, Aylander found, soon began to add to the oppressiveness of the silence. That was what this place was supposed to be, though – oppressive in both its emptiness and in its silence – and so he did nothing to break the tension.
A glance at Zoe showed that she was feeling much the same way, though the strain and weariness showing on her face seemed greater than that which Aylander felt. In some distant, abstract way, Aylander knew he should have been feeling similar strain and weariness, but he didn't. In fact, it seemed, as more time passed for him in this place, he was growing more and more used to it. No longer did the wrongness of this place make Aylander feel physically ill, like it had when he'd first arrived. No longer did Aylander feel like he had to keep himself separate from this place, and he knew that, in time, this place would become as much a part of him as any other place ever had been. Would that be a bad thing when it finally happened? Though he wanted to say yes, he wasn't so certain, any longer.
There was no need for Aylander or Zoe to eat or drink while they were in the Abyss, and they stopped only for brief moments to rest. It was during one of these brief rests that Aylander first caught Zoe looking at him suspiciously. The look only lasted for a moment, but Aylander was certain he'd seen it. He said nothing about it, however – neither of them said anything about anything, continuing to hold their silence despite the fact that they were resting – and, after a while, they continued on, traversing the endless, flat, silent plane that was the Abyss.
Aylander's thoughts turned suddenly to Thaddeus. What would happen once he and Zoe were reunited with him? Certainly, it would be a happy reunion for Zoe, but what would it be for Aylander? Aylander wasn't the same as he had been before being pulled into the Abyss – the Abyss had made him powerful, and he sensed that that power was continuing to grow – and he was no longer certain he wanted to go back to the way he had been. Somehow, Aylander understood that, even if he left the Abyss, he wouldn't necessarily have to give up the power the Abyss had granted, but, if he didn't, what would that mean for him? Would he go back to being something Twisted, like he had been before being ensnared by Thaddeus's sword? And, even if he did, would that be such a bad thing? Twisted doesn't have to mean evil. And evil is such an abstract concept, anyway.
“All right, Aylander,” Zoe said, finally breaking the silence between them. “What's on your mind?”
Aylander looked at her. “Nothing of consequence,” he said.
“If the look on your face is any indication, I find that hard to believe.”
Aylander stopped and turned to face her. “What look would that be?”
Zoe hesitated before answering, and Aylander thought he saw a brief flash of fear in her eyes. For some reason, he found that brief flash pleasing. “You look like you're thinking about killing someone.”
Only my own, dear brother. “Not at all.” Aylander forced a smile. “It must be the oppressiveness of this place. Perhaps we should keep talking in order to keep ourselves distracted from it.”
“Maybe . . . maybe so.” Zoe looked around. “Gods Above, we need to get out of this place.”
A thunderous roar suddenly split the sky. It had come from a distance, but was still incredibly loud.
“Was that what I think it was?” Zoe asked, looking off into the distance ahead of them.
“A dragon?” Aylander said. “Yes, my lady, I'm afraid it was.”
A dark speck had appeared on the far horizon. As they watched, it grew closer, ceasing to be a speck as more and more of its features came into view. Winds, pushed ahead of it by the flapping its great, leathery wings, began to buffet them, and it roared, again, deafening them and nearly forcing them to the ground. Getting back to their feet, Aylander and Zoe started to run. Aylander knew it would do them no good, however. No one could outrun a dragon.

Wednesday, November 20, 2019

Into the Abyss (The Nightslayer Trilogy, Part 2) - Chapter Two


Thaddeus was being stalked. The presence of his stalker – a minor Demon Lord, and not one of the Seven – had been tickling the edges of the heightened awareness his magic granted him for days, now, and it amazed him that he had yet to be attacked. What was his stalker waiting for? Was it possible that, despite the fact that it had had more than enough time to ready itself for a battle with Thaddeus, it was afraid? Or had it been ordered to hold back and observe Thaddeus's movements, gathering intelligence that could be reported back to the Seven before a larger, more coordinated attack could be unleashed? Either way, Thaddeus felt he was ready for whatever came, and even found that he was beginning to grow impatient, that growing impatience making it more and more difficult for him to keep acting before his stalker did. I can't allow myself to do that, though, he thought. Doing that may be just what they're waiting for.
Right now, Thaddeus was in one of the Halls of Twilight, probing it – as he had probed the previous six – for anything that might allow him to break through into the Abyss. There seemed to be nothing for him to find, however – as in the previous six Halls, the magic that had been used to construct this one was so dense that even an experienced Spellbreaker would have been hard pressed to locate where one spell ended and another began. And was breaking one of those spells even the right thing to do? What if it caused the entire Hall to collapse? Would that cause a chain reaction that lead to all of them collapsing? Thaddeus knew he wasn't strong enough to deal with the aftermath of something like that. But how else was he supposed to rescue the people he loved?
Thaddeus froze. His stalker had grown closer, and he sensed a nervous energy coming from it, a feeling that it was readying itself to pounce. Drawing his sword, Thaddeus turned a slow circle, trying to see if he could catch a glimpse of the creature he was sure was about to attack. He saw nothing but the stone walls of the Hall, however, which no doubt meant the Demon Lord had shrouded itself in an invisibility spell. “You wish to attack me, and yet you hide,” Thaddeus said. “Do you truly fear the Nightslayer so? If all of you fear me as much as you, then dealing with you will be hardly a challenge, at all.”
“You are distracted, Nightslayer,” a hissing, snakelike voice answered, seeming to come from everywhere at once, and suddenly Thaddeus sensed the presence of not one Demon Lord, but three. “Your thoughts stray from your appointed task. Do you not understand how weak this makes you?”
The words stung, as Thaddeus now understood that the three presences he sensed had always been there, waiting for him to make the first move. Because he hadn't, and because he hadn't even been aware of the other two Demon Lords, he would now be forced to fend off an attack that came from three directions at once. Could he do it? Probably, but he would rather not have. I have to strike first if I'm going to win this thing. Doing anything else leaves me vulnerable. Leaves me weak.
Fueled by a sudden, white hot rage, Thaddeus unleashed a burst of force in all directions. It hit all three of the Demon Lords, shattering their cloaks of invisibility and causing them to stagger. They recovered quickly, however, and counterattacked in tandem – one from in front, the other two from behind. Thaddeus leaped into the air and somersaulted over the one that charged from in front, swinging his sword in a wild arc that trailed blue fire as he landed. The swing missed, but the magic that accompanied it threw the Demon Lord, shrieking, to the floor. Ignoring their fallen comrade, the other two leaped over his prone form and unleashed a torrent of magic at Thaddeus. Thaddeus was able to get a shield up, but not before some of their magic hit, buffeting him and knocking him backwards. He kept his feet, however – he wasn't sure how, as the pain from what had struck him was worse than anything he could remember – gripping his sword with both hands and brandishing it at his attackers with a grin that, had he been able to see it, Thaddeus would have found more than a little terrifying. “Is that all you've got?” he asked.
All three Demon Lords were on their feet, now, the one Thaddeus had struck with the burst of magic from his sword – obviously still a little worse for wear, based on what Thaddeus could sense – now standing behind the other two. As Thaddeus watched, black swords that trailed threads of darkness like ink appeared in their hands, and, all at once, Thaddeus understood that, if any of those weapons so much as grazed him, he would be dead before he even realized what had happened. Using his magic, and the amplifying abilities of his own sword, Thaddeus felt he might have been able to defeat one Demon Lord armed with such a sword, but, right now, he faced three. It doesn't matter, he thought, not even realizing how reckless his line of reasoning seemed. If I live, or if I die, I will give them a fight any who survive won't be quick to forget.
“Begone from here.”
The voice was cold, like ancient, creaking ice, and immediately made Thaddeus feel more afraid than he could ever remember feeling, before. Normally, he would have wanted to turn and see who it was that had spoken – whoever it was was behind Thaddeus, even though his magical senses told him no one was there – but, right now, all he wanted to do was flee, to run so far away that, whoever the speaker was, it would take him so long to find him that, by the time he did, Thaddeus would have long since died and turned to dust. Thaddeus couldn't move, however – he was, quite literally, frozen in place, though he knew not by what magic or spell – and it seemed the Demon Lords were similarly incapacitated.
“You are invaders, here, fouled by the chaos that lies between the planes.” These words were addressed to the Demon Lords, though hearing them spoken made Thaddeus feel no better. “Begone, I say, or you will face the fullness of my wrath.”
The wrath of whatever being spoke in that cold, ancient voice would be a terrible thing to behold. No one in their right mind would ever want to witness such a thing, and, as Thaddeus watched, it seemed this even held true for the three Demon Lords, who, as one, turned and fled. Once they were gone, whatever held Thaddeus relaxed, and, slowly, he turned. What he found himself facing was a tall, bulky creature that seemed to be made entirely of ice. In each of its hands, it held identical, scythe-like weapons – each of them also made of ice – and it regarded Thaddeus with eyes that blazed with blue fire. Though it had to be magical, the creature gave off no sense of magic, or of life, or even of substance. Thaddeus could see the creature. He'd heard its voice. And yet, despite all of that, it was like it wasn't even there.
“I should have commanded you gone, as well,” the creature said. “I sense the touch of darkness on you.”
“Why . . . why didn't you?” Thaddeus asked, the cold in the air making his breath steam as he spoke.
“Are you not the Nightslayer, then?”
“I am.” Thaddeus didn't like the lack of confidence he heard in his voice. Where had that come from? Was this creature really so frightening that it caused him to doubt himself?
“You do not sound certain,” the creature said, “though who am I to doubt you? Tell me, Wanderer, why are you in these Halls? What is it you seek?”
Wanderer. Thaddeus was no Wanderer. He was whole, now. Himself. Wasn't he? “Not long ago, two people who are very dear to me were ensnared in a trap and pulled into the Abyss between the planes,” Thaddeus said. “I seek for a way to reach them.”
“Why seek for them when your duty is to combat the Demon Lords? Did you not swear an oath that you would combat them above and before all else?”
“I did.”
“Then does not seeking for a way to reach your friends bring you into conflict with that oath?”
Thaddeus hesitated before answering. “I don't know,” he finally said. “I feel I may need them in order to fulfill my oath.”
“What if they are dead?” the creature asked. “If you need them to fulfill your oath, would not their deaths make that impossible? And, if so, would that not then make you an oath breaker? Would that not then prove you to be a false Nightslayer?”
“I am not false!” Thaddeus said. “I will fulfill my oath to combat the Demon Lords, but I need my friends. They are a part of me, and I am incomplete without them.”
For a long time, the creature said nothing, staring at Thaddeus with its blazing, sapphire eyes. “Indeed you are,” it said at last. “Thaddeus Alvarem, I cannot tell you if your friends live, but I can tell you that, without them, you will not succeed in your task. That must not be allowed to happen. And so I will cast you from here, and into the Abyss. You will not be able to return, either to these Halls, or to the plane from which you came, unless you find them.”
“What if they're dead?” Thaddeus asked.
“Then pray that you join them before the Abyss consumes you.”
Thaddeus had a feeling, then, of being lifted off his feet and thrown as if off of an impossibly high cliff. The feeling lasted only for a moment before he lost consciousness, not even giving him enough time to scream.

Monday, November 18, 2019

Into the Abyss (The Nightslayer Trilogy, Part 2) - Chapter One


The first mistake everyone made when they talked about the Abyss was claiming that it was empty. While chaotic and largely without structure, it was far from empty – a fact that, during her time here, Zoe had had to learn first hand. Thinking about it, it was this lack of emptiness that had allowed her to maintain a hold on her sanity, but, if she didn't find a way out of the Abyss soon, she was certain that she would eventually lose even that meager hold. The Abyss was not meant for people like her – who it was meant for was a question she would rather not think about, as she had met such a person, and was currently his prisoner – and the longer Zoe remained here, the less likely it became that she could ever go back to being who she was supposed to be.
“Thinking about escape, again? Or, perhaps, dreaming of rescue?”
Zoe's captor was the Twisted Sword Priest that had been flung into the Abyss when she'd broken the transit spell he and Atraxos the Black had attempted to use to travel from the Guardian's dwelling to the Mountains of the Moon. He had found her not long after Zoe had woken up here, and had somehow been able to manipulate the chaos around them to fashion a prison in which Zoe's magic was shut off from her, leaving her helpless. Zoe had no idea how long ago that had been – the passage of time had no meaning, here – but it had felt like an eternity, and there was no sign that it would ever end. Unless, of course, she became like him, which she was sure would be what would happen once her grasp on sanity had been lost.
“So what if I was?” Zoe asked, not liking how weak her voice sounded. “We both know neither will ever happen.”
Zoe's captor – his name was Novar, and when he moved, he seemed to trail black smoke that whirled about him as if it were alive – came over to her, crouching down so that his eyes were level with hers. “Then why torture yourself, Sorceress?” he asked. “Why must you continue to cling to things that are no longer within reach when it would be so much easier to give in to the power of this place as I have?”
“If I did that, I'd become like you,” Zoe said. “I could never live with myself if I did that. It would mean betraying too much.”
Novar chuckled and shook his head. “You do understand that neither of us should be alive right now, don't you? Being pulled into this place should have killed us. But it didn't. We are still alive because we're different. We're meant for more. Give in to the chaos, Sorceress. Join with it. Revel in it. Let it make you the goddess you were always meant to be!”
As always, there was temptation in his words. Giving in to the chaos like he suggested – like he pleaded – would bring an end to more than just Zoe's worry about her sanity. It would bring an end to the pain, the pain Novar caused with the implements that hung from the gray, stone walls of the prison, some of which still bore red stains. Every time Zoe refused him, he used those implements on her, and he knew just how to cause her the most pain. The wounds he inflicted healed after each session, but the memory of them remained, and that only enhanced the pain when the time came for him to reopen them. But Zoe could not let herself be broken. She could not!
Knowing it would only lead to another round of torture, Zoe mustered all of the defiance she could and said, “Fuck you.”
It was the first time Zoe had cursed when speaking to Novar, and the Twisted Sword Priest sat back on his haunches, blinking in surprise. Then he grinned, his mouth full of unnaturally sharp teeth. “Later, perhaps,” he said, standing and moving toward the wall, where he took down a blade he had used once before to flay the skin off of Zoe's left arm. Zoe shuddered at the memory – the pain had been unbearable – and then kept shivering, terrified at the thought of what part of her Novar might remove the skin off of, now.
From outside the walls of the prison came a sound like thunder. Frowning, Novar tilted his head to one side, and even Zoe found herself straining her hearing to the limit, hoping against hope to hear the sound – no matter what had caused it – again. When the sound came, again, it was much closer, and the walls of the prison shook. Then one of those walls – which wasn't really made of stone, but, instead, out of nothing but solidified chaos – exploded inward, the force of the explosion throwing Novar against the opposite wall and causing him to lose hold of the cruel, curved blade he had intended to use on Zoe, which clattered to the floor in front of her. Zoe, who suddenly found she could move, bent down and picked up the blade, then took a staggering step toward Novar, who had been knocked unconscious. Not once did she look to see what, or who, had broken into the prison from outside – that didn't matter, at the moment. That didn't matter at all.
“Stop, Zoe!”
Zoe did stop, but not because she wanted to. All she wanted to do was take the blade she held in her hands and use it to chop Novar into pieces, then hope those pieces would reassemble so she could do it all over again. An intense magical spell had seized her, however, making it impossible to get any closer to the Twisted Sword Priest. She could still move in any other direction, just not toward Novar. Zoe turned her head to look at who had spoken. “Let me go,” she growled, surprised at how powerful she felt after feeling so weak only a few minutes earlier.
“And let you butcher him?” Aylander said. “You aren't a butcher, Zoe. At least, you weren't, and I sincerely hope that that hasn't changed. Put the blade down.”
“He tortured me, Aylander,” Zoe said. Hot tears burned in her eyes and she was shaking. “He tortured me!”
“I know he did, and I am truly sorry for it. But butchering him will not change anything he did to you, and could be just the conduit this place needs for its chaos to take you away forever. I can't let that happen. For your sake, and for Thaddeus's.”
Thaddeus! How long had it been since Zoe had seen him last? For that matter, how long had it been since she'd last seen Aylander? It seemed like a lifetime ago. Zoe looked down at the blade in her hands, then dropped it with a sob. Aylander was right. She was no butcher, and she couldn't let herself become one if she ever wanted to see Thaddeus, again. And I have to see Thaddeus, again. He needs me.
Zoe gestured at Novar. “What about him? He's become a part of the Abyss in a way I didn't think was possible, and might even grow to become more dangerous than one of the Demon Lords.”
Aylander smiled. “No need to be concerned about him. I erased his mind. Even if he does become one with the Abyss, he will no longer have any force of will. Which, in essence, means he will be no more dangerous than any other creature that dwells here. Now, come. We need to leave.”
“Where will we go?”
“Away from here. Perhaps we will even find a way out, or make it easier for Thaddeus to find us.”
“Is he looking for us?”
“I have to hope so,”Aylander said after a slight pause. His eyes met hers. “It's the only thing keeping me sane.”
As she left the prison with Aylander, Zoe realized her hold on her sanity had grown stronger. Not only was the Abyss not empty, she was no longer alone within it. And there was the hope that, somewhere in another plane of reality – maybe the one they had originally come from, maybe not – Thaddeus was alive and searching for them. Find us, my love, Zoe thought. Find us.