The
landscape Zoe looked out across was an unfamiliar one. At some time
in the not too distant past, a tremendous battle had raged here, the
earth looking scorched in places, while in others appearing as if it
had been rent from beneath and hurled into the air. There were no
bodies that Zoe could see, but there were numerous burnt out wagon
hulks, and the stench of smoke hung heavily in the air. Suddenly,
Zoe became aware of someone else standing next to her. She turned to
see who it was.
The
young woman had dark hair and tanned skin, a portion of her hair
hanging down over one shoulder in a long braid. She wore a fairly
plain green dress, and, draped over her shoulders, was a long,
multi-colored stole. Each color of the woman’s stole had been
woven into a single stripe, and Zoe saw there were seven of them –
blue, green, yellow, red, white, gray, and brown. Zoe knew at once
that the woman’s stole was a badge of office of some kind, and
thought that, though the woman looked almost painfully young, it
suited her. Whatever office this woman held, it almost seemed as if
she’d been made for it, as if she’d never been destined for
anything else.
“It is good to meet you, at
last, Sister Zoe,” the young woman said, looking at Zoe and
smiling. Despite how young the woman looked, her smile was
surprisingly motherly. “I’ve been looking forward to this for
some time, now.”
“Who are you?” Zoe asked.
“What is this place?”
“This place is somewhere that
never existed, save inside the pages of a book,” the young woman
said. “As for me, the woman I’ve chosen to speak to you as also
never existed. You may call me Mother.”
Mother,
if Zoe had been back at the abbey, would have been her title, as
well. Whoever this young woman was, though, she seemed to be
deliberately refusing to acknowledge that fact. Why else would she
have addressed Zoe as Sister,
as if Zoe were still nothing more than just a common cleric? Zoe
found herself reaching for her magic, and was startled when she
touched nothing. Somehow, she’d been cut off, which only served to
increase her anger. And then she paused. Why was she so angry?
That wasn’t like her. Not at all.
“You
have reason to be angry,” the woman called Mother said. “But not
at me. Tell me, Sister,
are you truly ready for the role that has been laid before you? Or
do you only think
that you are? You might be three hundred years old, you might be
heir to the powers of a Sorceress, but, to me, you are still only a
child, still unfit to be a true Mother, a true
Nurturer.”
“And
who are you to say these things?” Zoe asked. “One of those
Aylander called the God Beyond the Gods? If that’s the case, what
gives you the right to pass judgement on me? You have no say about
my destiny, or about anyone else’s.”
The
woman called Mother gave her a sharp look. “Oh, don’t I?”
Zoe
smiled. “No. You see, I’m familiar with the Eltaran legends
about you. I know how cruel your kind is, how cold and removed from
everything else. Sure, you might have played some role in the
creation of the universe – probably a minor one, but I could be
wrong – but you haven’t done much since then, aside from treating
people like me as playthings. As far as I’m concerned, you’re
a pale shadow to the picture the legends paint of you, and, as such,
have no room to judge.”
“And
yet you do? You, a
mortal
woman, whom I could destroy with nothing more than a fleck of my
power?”
“Threats
won’t get very far with me, I’m afraid,” Zoe said. “A person
has to be afraid in order for a threat to work, and you don’t
frighten me, at all.”
“Not
even if I threaten the life of the man you love? I can destroy him
just as easily as I can destroy you.”
“That’s
true, but you won’t. You need us.”
“I
need nothing of the kind. No matter who lives or dies, there will be
balance, and, this time, that balance will endure.”
“Is
a Demon Lord victory truly what you want?”
Mother
laughed and looked away. “As I said, it doesn’t matter.
Regardless of who wins, nothing can harm us, here.”
“I
don’t think that’s true.”
Mother
didn’t look back at her. “Think what you like, child. The truth
is the truth.”
Zoe
was quiet for a time, looking out at the battlefield that had never
been. “So,” she said at last, “what’s keeping you?”
Mother
looked at her, her brow creased in confusion. “What’s keeping me
from what?”
“Destroying
me,” Zoe said. She met Mother’s gaze. “Or, if you like,
destroying Thaddeus. We obviously don’t meet up to your standards,
and, on top of that, we’re insolent. So why keep us alive?
There’ll be a balance, anyway, right?”
“You
don’t understand.”
“I
probably don’t. However, Mother,
I think I do.
You need Thaddeus and I – and Aylander, too – to do the things
you won’t. To do the things you’re too afraid
to.
Because you’re not sure the Demon Lords can’t
harm you, here. Well, I will tell you this much – and I think
you’ve probably already heard the same from Thaddeus. No matter
who the Demon Lords threaten, I swear I will do all that I can to
protect them. And that includes you.”
“How
very noble,” Mother said, seemingly unfazed by Zoe’s words. “Do
you understand, though, what the cost of that protection will be?
Are you ready to accept the deaths of those that you love?”
Zoe
wasn’t, of course. How could she be ready to accept something like
that? That was why she was going to do everything in her power –
and, just then, she felt like that her power might be much more vast
than even she had yet discovered – to keep that from happening.
Protect,
she thought. And then, not even knowing why,
Nurture. Like any good Mother would.
“They don’t have to die,” she said.
“My
dear, everyone
has to die, sometime,” the woman called Mother said.
Zoe
smiled. “But not before they’re supposed to.”
The
woman called Mother raised her eyebrows. “And
you
have the power to decide when that will be?”
“I
don’t think anyone does,” Zoe said, still smiling. “Not even
you. But I am a guardian of
life,
and, as such, it’s my duty to make sure it lasts as long as it
can.”
“Like
any good Mother would.”
“Exactly.”
“Then,
perhaps, you are ready. Maybe even more ready than any other who has
come before you.”
“How
many have come before me?”
“Many.
But, no matter what happens this time, you will
be
the last.”
“Send
me back, then,” Zoe said. “I already know I can find my way out
of the Abyss on my own.”
“Indeed.”
Mother paused, a thoughtful, almost mournful expression on her face.
“It wasn’t always the Abyss, you know? It was our home once.
And we destroyed it.”
“I
know.”
“Goodbye,
Sister Zoe.” The woman smiled. “Mother
Zoe.”
Zoe
smiled back. “Goodbye.”